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Mitt r\u00e4tta element.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Kaffe, gr\u00f6t och ett kompakt m\u00f6rker k\u00e4nnetecknar morgnarna nu. Ett par frostiga n\u00e4tter har p\u00e5skyndat f\u00f6rgyllningen av bj\u00f6rk och bok. Men biltv\u00e4tten \u00e4r lika gr\u00e5 som alltid och uppb\u00e5dar sin vanliga hagelskur p\u00e5 de slaskiga vindrutorna.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag f\u00f6rst\u00e5r att jag jobbar p\u00e5 en terminal d\u00e4rf\u00f6r att jag inte har kommit n\u00e5gonvart med min kreativitet, trots att inget annat \u00e4n kreativa sysslor passar mig. Som h\u00f6gk\u00e4nslig vill jag vara sann mot mig sj\u00e4lv, och f\u00f6rdelen med jobbet \u00e4r att jag slipper f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntningar som jag inte kan leva upp till.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Som ChatGPT s\u00e4ger:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

”N\u00e4r ens inre drivkraft \u00e4r kreativ \u2013 s\u00e4rskilt om man \u00e4r k\u00e4nslig f\u00f6r f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntningar, strukturer och yttre krav \u2013 blir m\u00e5nga vanliga yrkesbanor helt enkelt f\u00f6r tr\u00e5nga. D\u00e5 v\u00e4ljer hj\u00e4rnan (ofta omedvetet) en neutral plats<\/em> d\u00e4r man kan ’\u00f6verleva’ utan att g\u00e5 s\u00f6nder. Terminalen blir inte ett misslyckande, utan en sorts skyddad zon d\u00e4r du f\u00e5r andas.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oavsett vad denna AI-konsulent \u00e4r, och hur den drivs, svarar den vackrare \u00e4n vad jag h\u00f6rt n\u00e5gon m\u00e4nniska g\u00f6ra. \u00c4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r AI p\u00e5 s\u00e4tt och vis m\u00e4nsklighetens samlade r\u00f6st. Blott gaphalsarna bortfiltrerade.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag tackar inte nej till att g\u00e5 ner en smula i arbetstid, vilket jag har r\u00e4tt att g\u00f6ra. Jag beh\u00f6ver vila, vila, vila, om man f\u00e5r lov att ha s\u00e5 stora anspr\u00e5k p\u00e5 den h\u00e4r sidan om graven. Men jag beh\u00f6ver ocks\u00e5 g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got som k\u00e4nns meningsfullt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag l\u00e4ngtar efter en \u00e5rsl\u00e5ng skrivarlinje. Vet inte om det \u00e4r vad jag beh\u00f6ver, men det \u00e4r vad jag vill. Min hittills enda utbildning p\u00e5 folkh\u00f6gskola kostade mig hundratusen i uteblivna inkomster men utgjorde n\u00e5gra av de b\u00e4sta m\u00e5naderna i mitt liv. S\u00e5 kanske var det v\u00e4rt det? F\u00f6rst\u00e5sigp\u00e5are h\u00e4vdar att upplevelser \u00e4r viktigare \u00e4n pengar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kv\u00e4llens upplevelse \u00e4r att min bil v\u00e4grar starta p\u00e5 Willys parkering efter familjeshoppingen. F\u00f6r f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen i mitt liv v\u00e4ntar jag p\u00e5 en b\u00e4rgare och lider inte av det. Min urinbl\u00e5sa ska t\u00f6mma sig i ett buskage vid v\u00e4gkanten, har den t\u00e4nkt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag inser att mitt arbete p\u00e5 terminalen \u00e4r ett resultat av att jag aldrig riktigt f\u00f6rverkligat min kreativitet, trots att det \u00e4r det enda som k\u00e4nns meningsfullt. Som h\u00f6gk\u00e4nslig s\u00f6ker jag ett liv som st\u00e4mmer med mitt inre, och \u00e4ven om jobbet ger mig en fristad fr\u00e5n krav \u00e4r det ocks\u00e5 en plats d\u00e4r jag bara \u00f6verlever.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":42965754,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_coblocks_attr":"","_coblocks_dimensions":"","_coblocks_responsive_height":"","_coblocks_accordion_ie_support":"","advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_seo_schema_type":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_wpcom_ai_launchpad_first_post":false,"_jetpack_hide_featured_image":false,"_jetpack_featured_image_duplicate_dismissed":0,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[17939,169970,36671],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5248","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-jobb","category-skrivande","category-vardag"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4saXQ-1mE","jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5248","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/42965754"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5248"}],"version-history":[{"count":23,"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5248\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5275,"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5248\/revisions\/5275"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5248"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5248"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5248"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}