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Bilderna \u00e4r lite enahanda, precis som vardagen. (Open AI.)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

En pappa klampade in p\u00e5 f\u00f6rskolan med sn\u00f6tunga skor och l\u00e4mnade en stor p\u00f6l efter sig i kapprummet.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag k\u00e4nde mig s\u00e5 glad och stolt att det inte var jag, s\u00e5 jag ville krama fr\u00f6ken som fick torka upp efter honom. ”Jag vill ha v\u00e5r och sommar nu”, suckade hon, och det var inte r\u00e4tt l\u00e4ge f\u00f6r mig att dra upp mina behov av en pl\u00e5gsam vargavinter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Annars hade jag g\u00e4rna gjort det, f\u00f6rst\u00e5s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag har sovit<\/strong> lite b\u00e4ttre de senaste n\u00e4tterna, men det hindrar inte att jag l\u00e4ste ”Brom\u00f6lla” som ”Borrelia” p\u00e5 ett av v\u00e5ra paket. Den b\u00e4sta stunden p\u00e5 dagen var n\u00e4r jag slapp ifr\u00e5n terminalen f\u00f6r att k\u00f6pa n\u00e5gra frysp\u00e5sar p\u00e5 Biltema. Fr\u00f6s gjorde jag mest sj\u00e4lv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag har kommit hem<\/strong> p\u00e5 uppfarten till huset och sitter kvar i bilen en stund f\u00f6r att samla mina tankar. T\u00e4nker p\u00e5 min frihet och vad jag vill anv\u00e4nda den till. Fantiserar om vad jag skulle g\u00f6ra med v\u00e4ldigt mycket pengar eller ett \u00e5r kvar att leva, landar alltid i svaret: skriva, k\u00f6ra bil, vara ensam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Det blev en springtur<\/strong> i den isande vinden som b\u00f6rjar k\u00e4nnas hemtam. Jag \u00e5ngrar aldrig en runda n\u00e4r jag \u00e4r klar med den. Tv\u00e5 sprickor p\u00e5 v\u00e4nsterhanden har blivit st\u00f6rre men h\u00f6gerhanden \u00e4r n\u00e4stan l\u00e4kt. Det j\u00e4mnar alltid ut sig n\u00e5gonstans.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Jag skulle kunna skriva det enklaste f\u00f6rst, det vill s\u00e4ga vem jag \u00e4r och hur mitt liv har varit. S\u00e5 l\u00e5ngt \u00e4r ju svaret enkelt. M\u00e5nga andra \u00e4mnen kr\u00e4ver s\u00e4rskilda kunskaper, och det har jag inte.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

En pappa klampade in p\u00e5 f\u00f6rskolan med sn\u00f6tunga skor och l\u00e4mnade en stor p\u00f6l efter sig i kapprummet. Jag k\u00e4nde mig s\u00e5 glad och stolt att det inte var jag, s\u00e5 jag ville krama fr\u00f6ken som fick torka upp efter honom. ”Jag vill ha v\u00e5r och sommar nu”, suckade hon, och det var inte r\u00e4tt […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":42965754,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_coblocks_attr":"","_coblocks_dimensions":"","_coblocks_responsive_height":"","_coblocks_accordion_ie_support":"","advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_seo_schema_type":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_wpcom_ai_launchpad_first_post":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"Inte s\u00e4ga f\u00f6r mycket","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[36671],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5989","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vardag"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4saXQ-1yB","jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5989","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/42965754"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5989"}],"version-history":[{"count":13,"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5989\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6003,"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5989\/revisions\/6003"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5989"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5989"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/uttryck.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5989"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}